Here comes another one

I have been keeping to myself and my family a lot lately. I am expecting (#3) and find myself experiencing so many emotions – joy, sadness (this will probably be my last pregnancy), anxiety (my eldest just started full time school and we miss them so much, and of course worry…).

I have so many things I want to blog about and yet I find myself retreating deeper into myself. It may be the pregnancy (halfway!) but it feels like much more. It is a time of introspection and hard work. But I am not able to share too much. Not yet.

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I often wonder whether I am normal. Is it normal to think so much? To see and experience so much all the time, that my mind is constantly moving…jumping, racing. From one worry to another. One hurt to another. One moment to another.

The world feels heavy. There is a sadness in the air that is unshakeable. I wonder if it feels this way to others. To all of us. To many of us. Too many of us?

It feels impossible to get the words out. To get the feelings out. There is so much left to do and so little time. I wonder if I will figure it out, before it’s too late.

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Bless up

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